how do u measure success? or more importantly, how do u measure happiness?
is it by the amt of $$$ a person earns? is it by the length of time a person spends in a happy relationship? is it by achievements? trophies? medals? praises?
perhaps the one thing that runs through my mind the most lately is that of finding a job. well, to be more specific, finding a job at an audio post studio and being an engineer/sound designer there. i dunno if that'll happen anytime soon as i'm still in the process of sending out my resume & portfolio. my works are kindof like a hit or miss affair. sometimes, i think it's 'decent' or 'not too bad'...sometimes, i think its utter crap, which makes me feel doubtful abt getting prospective employers to be impressed with my work.
perhaps, that's my problem. putting myself down too much without taking a step back to look at the bigger picture to tell myself that i've gotten myself this far. kenny calls it 'battling my inner demons'.
sorry for the delay in getting those pics up. i'll try to do it soon..since i've got loads of free time, unfortunately.
i've finally decided to create a new myspace account that's solely just for my solo project. the other account was created long ago way before myspace music even existed...so i thought it was damn troublesome to create a new one.
